music is the heartbeat of my soul

Compositions

12.03.2004

Because when one has found an angel,

Its hard to walk amongst mankind

Because when one has felt so happy,

Its anguish to recede to depressed times

Because I've sniffed the sweetest scent,

Its hard to be near such acrid smells

Because I've tasted heaven,

Its hard to go back to Hell

After hearing the most beautiful sound,

It breaks my ears to hear common voices

After being oh so confident,

Its painful to be unsure of choices

After seeing such beauty,

I hate such ugliness

After growing old in merely hours,

Its so hard to regress

After being in one place so long,

Its hard to leave in haste

After drinking from the cup of love,

Its hard to stomach mortal tastes

Because when one has felt the kindest slumber,

Its torture just to stay awake

When one has earned such boundless riches,

Its hard to put it all at stake

When such things are to be damned forever,

Its easy to look the devil in the eye

Because when I've been on the highest cloud,

It's easy to fall and die

Because I've finally healed my wounds,

It hurts to see my scars

Because for three days, I tasted beauty

And now I'm envious of tar

The perfect drug, stained into my eyes,

Without it, my view is blurred and mixed

I just traded in my innocence for pleasure,

And in the flames, I'll get my fix.

Composed @ 11:25 AM

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i am a materialistic person so my dreams involve material things:

sandman library

complete set of vampire chronicles

more books!

cds! cds! cds!

complete set of naruto series :p

ps2 games!
aside from material things..

i want to live in baguio

i want to earn money for myself

i want to help our country. haha.

i want to travel around the world
that's it for now! ciao!