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12.24.2004

this is just a theory:

we are just puppets that god manipulates in order to create a puppet show (the universe) that he can use to entertain himself. all our actions and thoughts are controlled by god...we are NOT free. even as i am speaking/typing right now, he is still in control of my thoughts. perhaps my role in this puppet show is a rebel? who knows...only god knows. even if we become aware of this fact, we are still god's captives...we cannot escape. if he loses interest in one puppet he cuts the strings and throws that puppet away... and cutting the strings means death to us...but, it is the only way to break free from god's control. and so we must not fear death...for it can bring us freedom.

perhaps, this is why we see god as all-knowing...because he is forever in control of what happens around us.

...i just want to say it again: THIS IS JUST A THEORY. thanks...

Composed @ 11:55 PM

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sometimes i really think that i'm merely a puppet or a doll with a battery for a soul. i dunno it pains me a lot to think that way so i try to avoid that freaky thought. HAPPY NEW YEAR PINSAN!

# posted by

Melanie D. : 3:36 PM

a theory. yes. a theory.

>>> you know who i am. i am that being underneath your bed.

# posted by

Anonymous : 6:19 PM

i agree, we are mere puppet. well, in my theory we are not puppets. we are merely a godly figure's idea. we are merely beings that never existed. we are merely ideas. we never even reached the world yet. yes, mere ideas. and the bad part is, we can't do anything about it... sad, isn't it?

# posted by

Bea Litao : 7:57 PM

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