Greyhoundz
i have lived my life inside a box with big blocks of rocks as walls covered with thorns
I hurt all the time cuz i keep on hitting them
no matter what i do, no matter where i go
i bleed cuz like the seeds, they sow and grow my wounds' just like the trees
and i'm scared! cuz i'm gonna get scarred again
this ain't gonna end, cuz i haven't found the cure,
i haven't found the medicine its just a motherfucking cycle
as to a wheel of a bicycle
where pain is recycled to another situation
another inevitable frustration. and you know what?
i only win by losing
giving in screaming, giving in crying
so i stay in the middle away from the needles
still the box gets smaller and smaller
now i can hardly breathe
can someone save me before i close my eyes?
before i go to sleep?
i'm mr. jack.
i'm pretty fucked up cuz im locked and i'm trapped in this little box with little cells
with ferris- wheels, coaster rides and carousels
im puny, im weak, i'm a freak
but i appear to be strong cuz like you, i also have horns
but do i look like a demon?
yes, cuz i am
But i scare the other demons and even my own reflection
cuz what i see in the mirror is the terror of living in the pleasure of tolerated errors
but i can't do anything im just a demon
in a flock of so-called angels that are pretending to be clean
angels, angels go away! come again another day.
your little demon wants to play
sometimes i get to think that i don't belong here
coz i deserve better than my pain and my fear, denials and pretensions, lies and accusations
but nah, i'm wrong
cuz this is my home where i've always wanted to be where i am
God damn! you gotta pay the price if you want freedom
i'm mr. jack
i'm pretty fucked up cuz im locked and i'm trapped in this little box with little cells
with ferris- wheels, coaster rides and carousels
i'm living in a world where's it fair to be unfair but unfair to be fair
angels, angels go away!
come again another day
your little demon wants to play
