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3.10.2005

highschool life is over. almost. just one week to go and it's all over. the late night cramming, the overnight research papers, the surprise quizzes...all gone. pft! it's over. and what follows next? FREEDOM. two months of freedom...then comes college. fuck. i don't have any college yet. haha. what a loser.

anyway. i don't want to think about it right now. i just wanted to thank everyone for putting up with my bad attitude. i'm sorry for being such a loser. i'm sorry fo being such a whiner. i'm sorry for being such a burden. thank you for the memories. thank you for the patience. thank you for the understanding. thank you for the acceptance.

emoness. what is wrong with me?! haaaaaaaaay. i'll miss you all. :)

let's change the topic: i think i'm getting over it..my imaginary love life that is. haha. i'm letting go. it's been a loooooooong time. :)

i like this line from the song you're a god: you're a god and i am not, and i just thought i'd let you go..

how true. i finally realized it..what are the chances? highly fucking unlikely. i'm not bitter..i swear. i think he's happy where he is. and i think i should start being happy too...haha. this is life. it can't always be my way. :) wow. a lesson well learned. it took me one fucking year to actually learn that...i think i've got a new motto. wake up and live [bob marley].

Composed @ 8:56 PM

Comments:

ah yes. 5 days to go and it's all over. yes. all over. the so-called GREAT high school will be over. the late night cafes. the late night papers. the late night we-shouldn't-be-doing-at-that-time things. yes. i will miss all of it. every single day we've shared. every word, every syllable. whatever reason we've argued or agreed upon. everything will soon come to an end. will it be a chance to live a new life? a chance to renew ourselves and be free? yes. freedom. freedom until we step into a new box called college.

i will miss you anne.

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Bea Litao : 8:27 PM

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AnNe

anne rice novels, sandman and the endless, fight club and tyler's philosophies, vampires, myths, witchcraft, churches, graveyards, baywalk, egypt and other ancient civilizations, photography, existentialism, abstract art, insomnia, aliens, lestat, vainglorious people, paranoia, conversations, sleepless nights, music, red horse, sleepovers, walkathon, gigs, stars, city lights, casper, dreams, emo tripping, misadventures, music, pinoy bands, singing, writing, rainy days, meeting strange people, foreign languages, depression, sunsets, life and death, atlantis, adolf hitler, full moon, insanity and schizophrenia, zombies, loners and posers like me, nostalgia, classic and silent movies, soul-searching, laugh trip, sound trip, food trip, humanity, my blog, god.

DREAMS

i am a materialistic person so my dreams involve material things:

sandman library

complete set of vampire chronicles

more books!

cds! cds! cds!

complete set of naruto series :p

ps2 games!
aside from material things..

i want to live in baguio

i want to earn money for myself

i want to help our country. haha.

i want to travel around the world
that's it for now! ciao!