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3.19.2006

i've just finished reading my entire blog and i did realize two things. first is that i've changed... a LOT. second is that my entries appear to be contradictions of each other, it's like having multiple identities.
anyhow. about the change i've went through... well i'm not sure if it's for the better or for the worst. but i have a guess that it's for the worse. i lost a lot of things. my diversity. my passion. i feel like my life's a mess right now. and i feel like it's as dull as a cloudy sky. boo. i miss a lot of things. the soul-level conversations with the people i adore. the simple things that makes life exciting. the people i get to meet at concerts. the presence of the chosen people who are capable of really understanding me.
about the contradictions... i am aware that i am a walking contradiction. but the entries just appear to be too ridiculous and WEIRD. hahaha. hay. i miss my blog. i haven't written anything for a long time. i lost interest. but i'm about to get it back. :)

Composed @ 1:27 PM

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