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11.25.2006

why is it so hard to forget? to just forget the memories that torment you every single day. to forget the people that hurt you and killed you without knowing it. it's been eons and i should have let go and moved on. but i'm still stuck here holding on to something that never even existed in the first place. it would have been a lot easier if i just didn't meet you. i shouldn't have opened up and let you in...i should've just ran away. but it's too late for 'what ifs' now is it? i've already fallen. i already died. i stood up and walked away but i carried the pain with me. it just wouldn't leave. it's still killing me. remember silverchair's song? '...and i love the pain. a breeding ground for hate.' but i can't hate you, can i? it's not your fault, it's mine alone. i was too fucking scared to say anything at all. i fell and walked away and let you live your life. while i wallow alone in misery. i loved you. i love you still. i just hope i had the courage to say it.

Composed @ 8:11 PM

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