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1.18.2005

...look at the stars then you're gone...i got this line from fight club. [haha! fight club again!] anyway, it might sound so simple...but come to think of it...when you look at the stars, don't you just feel like you're drawn to them. i don't know. i love looking at the stars. even if most of the time it makes me feel sad. even if most of the time it makes me feel alone. i guess the stars feel the same way. i mean. look at how vast the universe is. it is INFINITE as they say. and no matter how many stars are out there...they are still far away from each other. i sometimes wonder how they felt. just hanging there in the sky, twinkling with their bright colors, far away from each other...then after billions of years, they explode ALONE. how lonely their existence must have been and yet they glow each night as if they are really enjoying it. maybe this is why i find this sort of attraction towards them. maybe this is why i'm drawn to them. because we are both lonely and alone. and because we both know that we will never get out of this mess. the stars will always be beautiful for me, and it is their sadness that makes their beauty even more radiant. look at the stars then you're gone.

Composed @ 10:21 PM

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hail nature...we are just spit from this universal phenomenon.perfection is only meant for nature..awed are those who accept this fact.somnambulists are those who are simply drawn to the dreams of history,of trend,and of human waste mate. however,i may be wrong.-esereht

# posted by

Anonymous : 6:45 PM

just like the stars, we are meant to be alone. we will never reach each other. we may reach each other physically as stars do when they crash into each other. we may see each other with our eyes as stars use their light to see each other. but then, we can never feel each other's real touch. we can never see each other's soul. this will be the loneliness that we will see. this will be the loneliness, the solitude that we will be forever cursed with. we can't do anything about it, though. we might as well stare into each other's eyes. that's why we love to stare and them so much... they usually stare back.

# posted by

Bea Litao : 8:44 PM

An excerpt from the Sandman:

"I like the stars. It's the illusion of permanence, I think. I mean, they're always flaring up and caving in and going out. But from here, I can pretend. I can pretend that things last. I can pretend that lives last longer than moments.
Gods come, and gods go. Mortals flicker and flash and fade. Worlds don't last; and stars and galaxies are transient, fleeting things that twinkle like fireflies and vanish into cold and dust.
But I can pretend."
-DESTRUCTION

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Anonymous : 10:51 PM

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