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3.21.2005

i just watched EQUILIBRIUM a while ago..it's a really nice movie. it's a science fiction where people use some sort of medicine to block off all emotions. why? according to the movie, a third world war broke and only chosen people survived. these people were led by a person whom they call FATHER. this father believed that the cause of war is hatred, jealousy and revenge. true enough...however, this father believed that these negative emotions cannot be taken away without eradiacting ALL our emotions. so he invented a medication called POZIUM [i'm not sure]. people inject this medicine to themselves at certain times to block off ALL their emotions. people are forbidden to own things that can evoke emotions..things such as paintings, musical records, books and the like. their world was so DULL...then, the protagonist [cleric john preston played by CHRISTIAN BALE!] met a sense offender [that's what they call people who collect things that are forbidden by law] named Mary. by the time he met Mary, he already stopped taking his dosage of pozium so in a way he can already feel. while he was questioning Mary as to why she was collecting those things, she replied: "Why are we alive?...We exist to continue our existence. What's the point?" ..how dreadfully true. i'm sixteen years old and i haven't figured out yet what my purpose in life is. how long could it possibly take me to figure it out then? i don't even know HOW i became alive. i mean, i don't where it all started..don't we all? we may have our own religions, our own beliefs, our own gods...but it's not enough. these beliefs are merely guides. something we can hold on to. it is just our response to being alive and having to die. perhaps we aren't suppose to know it all. perhaps we are here simply to experience life and NOT to explain it.

Composed @ 7:44 PM

Comments:

yeah i agree to you, even i don't know my purpose being alive in this forsaken place, i don't even know my purpose in life anyways, i like what you said hmmm... anyways meet joe black is also a good movie...

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Kari : 1:21 PM

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