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4.11.2005

i hate the world. i know all of us goes through this phase in life when you just feel like completely detaching yourself from the world. but for me...it seems to go on forever. i can't imagine myself to be "one" with the world. why? first of all, because they don't understand me. nobody really understood me. there are people who pretend that they do. there are people who admit that they don't. but in the end, it's just me who is capable of understanding myself. argh! nobody understands me and that's what kills me! second, because in my opinion the rest of the world are just clones of each other. they just imitate one another. they CONFORM. well, there are a few exceptions..but in general, if you are not like them then they will forever laugh at you and mock you. sheesh. you laugh because i'm different, i laugh because you're all the same. third, because i can't stand their shallowness. they keep on talking about the same things over and over again. i mean..there's more to life than your deteriorating lovelife! there's more to life than failing a test in phyiscs. no offense...maybe we just don't belong to the same wavelength. our life is already pointless as it is..why worry ourselves with more pointless things? fourth, because the world hates me as well. isn't it obvious? or am i just too pessimistic? well, whatever the case...i think the world hates me. admit it. why? i haven't done anything...just leave me alone.

Composed @ 6:23 PM

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isang kiss nga dyan anne!!!!ppwwwft.anne...ano ba?ano ba ang dapat nating ikatakot?isang tuldok lamang tayo. ingat parati! wag mangangagat!-d orihinal na baduy..

# posted by

Anonymous : 9:49 PM

Isang quote mula sa magaling na si Jean Paul Sartre ng Pilosopiya ng Existentialism [sorry, di ko alam ang tagal ng word na yan]:

"Hell is other people."

Ayos ba? Ayos! Amen? Amen! Halleluia! Amen Amen! --> Ano raw?

# posted by

Bea Litao : 11:38 PM

wala tayong magagawa maraming ganyan we try to be "one with the world" as you say pro wala nmang nangyayari tlgang nilagay mo p6 :)
anyways "live life to the fullest" even the world hates you just enjoy life... :D

# posted by

Kari : 10:29 PM

I don't hate you.

Didn't you believe me when I told you I feel for you? =(

# posted by

Anonymous : 1:54 AM

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DREAMS

i am a materialistic person so my dreams involve material things:

sandman library

complete set of vampire chronicles

more books!

cds! cds! cds!

complete set of naruto series :p

ps2 games!
aside from material things..

i want to live in baguio

i want to earn money for myself

i want to help our country. haha.

i want to travel around the world
that's it for now! ciao!