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4.24.2005

i used to promise myself one thing: that i would proclaim my diversity no matter how the mainstream lands on me. it wasn't that hard before, but as i meet new people it became more difficult to insert diversity in my lifestyle. i mean...it's hard to always go against the flow. it takes a great amount of risk and effort. then there's the thing about "labels". peeple label each other as if the very essence of their existence depended on it. i can be labeled depending on the type of music i listen to. i can be labeled depending on the clothes i wear. i can be labeled depending on my beliefs. what the hell is this suppose to mean? that each of us is required to belong to a certain group of people?! people are becoming too comfortable sleeping in the rabbit's fur. [for those who have read sophie's world, i hope you still remember] they always concern themselves with things that don't really mean anything. they continue to chase things that they don't really need. they continue to pressure themselves just so they can feel accepted.
another thing. there's this non-ending issue about posers. someone posted this in friendster and i would just like to share it to you:
poseur (po-zr) a person or rather an imbecile who dresses up, acts and thinks the way hes really not.[how the hell can you say that s/he is acting the way s/he is really not?!] Derived from the word, POSE. A person who acts different and dresses different and buy allsorts of so rad things just to IMPRESS other people. A poseur is a person who poses either as a prep, a punkster, an emo kid, a rocker, a gothwannabe, a jock, a skater or whatever it is he/she labels him/herself.[hey, what if it is the society who labeled him/her?!] What is the root of being a poseur? CONFORMITY. The need and desire to be in. So, emo is in and person dresses up in all-black get-up and slits its wrists pretending to be all drama and whining about the break-up of its loved-one and whining and crying of how the world is against him/her..but really in the reality, is that persons life really f*cked-up? Some dont really.[and you're point being?] They just feel that if they become emotional and angst-ridden, they feel that theyre so in and that they buy tons of black shirts, buy cds that so emo even tho they dont know whose the lead singer of the used [and if s/he is not really into the used? what's it to you?] is or they first thought something corporate is a company [hey, it does sound like a company] but still they but its album just for the sake of impressing others. You claim youre a rocker wannabe hot-sh*t and buy a rage against the machine t-shirt and may I ask you what songs of rage do you know? [what if s/he just wanted the shirt. for crying out loud! it's his/her right to buy what s/he wants!] Name me some. Dont reply with a Erm whats that song again? Gorilla Radio or something aw man I forgot Then youre an idiot. Why buy all those stuff when you really dont know what youre buying? You go wearing a skateboarding is not a crime shirt when really you dont even know how to handle the board. [hey, s/he is just stating that skateboarding is not a crime. s/he's not proclaiming that s/he knows how to use the damn board!] What really is youre intention? To impress people. Thats your intention flat-out. You think when you already have those chucks you think youre so punk rawk eh? Well, let me tell you, you dont. [even construction workers wear chucks. what's it to you? you jealous or what?] You just go with the flow because everyone is wearing chucks (w/c btw is so darn annoying)and then whoop-dee-doo you go to a converse store and buy a pair when really you dont like them chucks and you wanna have those skechers one. Why waste money on something you dont really want? Your intention, just to impress others.You label yourself and blabbers about bands and their songs when really you dont know anything about it.[let me repeat it. it's the society that labels people.] And the second you hear a band from a friend you storm in a record store and buy its album, just because you think its cool and its in.IMPRESSING people is what poseurs love to do.Telling them they know everything and anything there is, dressing up so punk rawk and sometimes all-black [just because i want to wear black, i'm already a poser?] and bands t-shirts. Be true to yourself,dont just go with the flow, dont try to impress others with buying them shirts, sneakers, albums,guitar, studs, pants. [what if buying these things can make me TRUE to myself?!] Yah we know youre rich.Haaahaha. I hope I informed you kiddos.[yep, you just did inform me that all of us are posers!] Avamosamigos.

Composed @ 6:09 PM

Comments:

yeah, i know, it feels like everybody is a poser, to tell you the truth that suck! (pardon for the word) hellow i like rage against the machine if he/she wants to know what song they have i would gladly give it to him/her... but i don't buy those t-shirts, second what the F*** he/she cared about wearing black what if that person loves the color black and one more thing chucks are late 50's or 70's shoes my dad even wears one when he was young.... that mean my dad is a poser... damn and yeah society labels you...damn grabe tama ka nga anne is a loser he/she just informed us we are *ALL* posers... [including him/her]

# posted by

Kari : 10:22 AM

I don't care about those stuff anymore. I mean we all go through that. I'm sick of people putting labels and tags on me.

So you know, I don't fucking care.
Let them label me as much as they want. Let them feast their eyes on me looking for a word to throw at me. I'm enjoying my moment.

Wahahaha!

Anyway, I'm staying true to myself... gonna see life with my own eyes and remain as... Almighty Aphrodite.

O, ha. Parang Thor! Mighty Conan! Wahaha. =D

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